Graceyeoh; I love you dear! My ever so loving genius bitch (: Thanks for the birthday wishes!
Wanyee; Thanks girll, for the birthday wishing. (: Cheer up darling, I wish you happy too.
Cecilia; Rahh you didn't come yesterday ): Yuh sang too much liaosxz. :( Okok I will!
Amanda; I'm from CHIJ SJC, my dear. (:
Shirleen; Thanks dearie!
Hazel; Never late, just in time darling! [:
Rena; Thanks dear! (:
Laura; Thanks sweets (:
Shihui; Hey dear, thanks!
Lyd; Hello you, thank you! Hang out soon! Love!
Amanda; I'll link you soon. Yeap, thanks(:
Fang; Hello silly, thanks yuh!
Josh; Hahah take great care of yourself okay! :D I'll talk t you real soon! Thanks!
Shuhui; Hello, thank you! :D:D I'll relink you soon.
Sharilyn; Hey hons. Thanks. See you in school.
Anita; Hello dearie(: I hope you're better yuh. Thanks anyway. Love you!


Thanks for commenting, lloves!
(:

Sweet sixteennnnn, Glynis [:
How I wish you'd say something to me now & make me smile. I barely did today. Or rather that lips of mine haven't made a lovely curve yet today & now I wonder if it would later on.

Something to share, click here. I really adore this entry. I could actually feel from it. I think the ninth paragraph is something I can relate from, especially the last part.

"Of course from an outsider point of view, you will think I was being stupid. How could I keep chasing somebody that was like that? How could i want someone who was emotionally unavailable at times? Why did i put myself through this pain? Someone that wanted me yet rejected me. But sometimes things in life can't be explained. When you feel intense love for somebody, you try your best to help, love and understand them. Everyone has been through this before. It is in our nature to want love, crave love and have love. And sometimes we find it in the weirdest moments. " - Choy

Jace made me smile.

[b]& JACE[/b] says:
happy birthday silly

She never failed to, anyway. In this two years of friendship & love we had, she never failed to put on a smile on my face. Well, never failed to move me to tears either. [:

I should stop being emo.

EYECANDY WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY OMG!! YKNOW HE ACTUALLY REMEMBERS! OH FUCK OH FUCK HE REMEMBERS! I NEVER THOUGHT HE WOULD REMEMBER!!

I typed all these in the morning with one long paragraph which is fucking gone now, thanks to fucking Blogger. Ugh fucking pissed. Now I'm gonna cut short 'cos I'm damn tired.

We caught The Breakup @ Cathay yesterday (: with Shermin. Serene, Sass, Yj, Nette, Shantal & Shijing. Tricia was damn nice. Walking down the stairs, she held on to me, afraid that I'd fall or something. I was really weak luh. The rest went to Wisma while Tricia & Shijing offered to accompany me down to look for _. Shuttle bus again! I realised the three of us have something in common which is.. broken hearts. We think the same way, somehow. Love does have to hurt, but not all the time. Sorry has lost its meaning ever so long ago. Oh well. (:

Got my gift. (: & it's a water dispenser. That idiot says she gave me this because not enough water intake. :/ Tricia bought food & mineral water for me! Got on the squeezy bus & back to the train station. Tricia said this, "Ay you sure you can make it alone? Sure can find ah? Ok then anything call me k. Anything after 9pm cannot call. I cannot come out already" Haha & she was like digging for her fries in the bag while talking to me la. Damn funny.

Dad picked me up for dinner. (: Ate the medicine Val gave me. Felt a lot better. Fever went down too. (: They got me Haagen Dazs ice cream cake! Which actually I'm not allowed to eat but still ate like.. two slices. ): Which got the throat getting worse. :/

A lot wished me today (: Thanks a lot darlings. I don't have the time to list out all of you but yknow, THANK YOU! & GLYNIS LOVE Y'ALL! Really, y'all made my day better though I was struggling to breath & cough. :/

& I actually cried again today. :/ Mom is crazy & she took it out on me. I'm sorry mom, just bacause I can't hear you 'cos my ears are blocked & I can't speak to you 'cos I can't breath, it pissed you off to the max that you had to scream at the top of your voice at me, in the morning & you had to ignore me the rest of day, right up till now. And the agony in you got worse, you had to tell the world that I'm exactly sick, it's because I can't go out with my friends. I wanted to shout at you & say that was bullshit. When the hell did I say I wanna go out with my friends? I could hardly walk like usual & even speak & I wanna go out? & you can even say that if you allow me to go out now, I won't be sleeping in the afternoon. Thanks mom, you madescrewedup my birthday.

N6233! :D
You're definitely worth waiting for. You're mineeeeeee now. [:

Ok gotta run!
(:
And dad, now you had to take it out on me 'cos Mom screamed to you about me. Thanks mom& dad, for making me cry over & over again. How to smile? I guess I've forgotten how to, today.


Never say forever 'cos nothing ever last.
<3.